Added Reflections

 I just had the insight tonight that I think I would perhaps prefer a different title for this blog.  Maybe it could be called “Added Reflections”.  I think that flows nicely from “Just A Thought” and it includes other topics beyond things that are odd and silly.

 Sadly, this has to be one of the most screwed up things I have ever read.  The Prime Minister of Israel is literally Hitler 2.0 and the president of the United States of America sings his praises and believes he is a hero.  I wonder how many people have actually paid attention enough to comprehend this?? ☹️ If this doesn’t show how delusional and sick our president is, I don’t know what could. 😔  And to think that earlier today, I was thinking that there must be a buried spark of goodness somewhere deep down inside Mr. Trump. 😱 Mr. Trump is completely lost in his own madness.  There is nothing that can save him in his existence here as a living human being.   🙏  Prayers for the world and for all those most affected until the end of this most unfortunate chapter. 

 I think I have come to an understanding with myself about my own self projects and deadlines.  I won’t give my own projects any deadlines.  If they are meant to come to fruition, they will be completed when the time is right.  And if my time is well spent, I will be satisfied with whatever I do achieve.  I think during our time here on earth, we do our very best just by always desiring and striving to move forward in a positive direction.  It is all we have to give and all that is necessary. We shouldn’t worry about what we can’t or perhaps will never achieve.  We over complicate things if we don’t just focus on taking simple steps and positive actions toward what we hope to achieve.  The successes and achievements of our life’s journeys and the impacts that we make will add up to far more than we might imagine, if we have spent our lives trying our best and desiring and seeking to be our best version of ourselves.  This is my reflection tod...

 Dear Mr. Trump, Netanyahu is full of horseshit and so is the idea that it is necessary for the United States of America to go to war with Iran.  Netanyahu has been claiming and threatening that there is an imminent danger of Iran building and using a nuclear weapon for like decades now.  He is just using you as his means to achieve his long held objective.  You do not have to agree to commit the United States of America and its military to carrying out the work of his objectives and war with Iran.  He is a false friend and ally.  He merely seeks to use and play you like a fiddle in his own game.  You should be prepared for a huge amount of backlash from the American people.  I truly hope that gone are the days when Americans can easily have a narrative painted for them due to a lack of adequate and better information. 

 Last night, I had a crazy dream about Donald Trump.  In my dream, I was having my lawn mowed by an employee of a lawn mowing and yardwork business that was owned by Donald Trump.  For some reason, the guy who was in the process of mowing my lawn unexpectedly needed to leave early and his boss, Donald Trump, showed up to take over for him and finish the job.  I happened to look out my window into my backyard and couldn’t believe that Donald Trump was mowing my lawn on a riding lawnmower.  I knew I needed to get a picture of him mowing my lawn because it was just too wild and crazy.  I was trying to get back to my window with my phone.  I was trying to get to the window, that overlooks my backyard, that has blinds.  I wanted to take a picture with my camera through the blinds so I wouldn’t be so obviously standing there and taking a picture.  For some reason, though, there were other people in my house that were getting in my way and stopped m...

This is just a reflection tonight.  If sharing my tales of crazy thoughts and ponderings, and communications with AI that render me a bit “cuckoo for Cocoa puffs” is my new hobby or calling in life then it is a very easy job.  I like having crazy reflections and I don’t ever have to second-guess that it’s a journey that I was meant to discover and commit myself to even as I myself have no idea where my ponderings shall lead me.  I don’t know what ideas will come to my mind next.  I don’t know what I will do with my ideas and stories.  Maybe I will just let them exist.  I will find their meaning eventually.  I need only to listen and reflect.  It is easy to follow my own path.  I know that it is the right and only thing for me to do which is an easy job and choice. I’m sure my higher self or expanded awareness will never fail to dish up tales for me to listen to and share that I perhaps only get to hear myself through my act of writing them. ...

 Today feels like a great day and I don’t even know why.  It’s not even a “No Kings” protest day.  Maybe Trump is going off the deep end.  Just kidding. 🫢 It doesn’t matter.  If I feel positive and motivated during this crazy year, I will take it! 😄

 To reach our life’s journeys ends, we must follow our paths that lead up to them.  Along the way, we must be open to where our journeys may lead us whether or not they coincide with our own expectations and wishes.  I don’t know where that thought just came from.  I was just watching an independent news opinion source about prime Minister Netanyahu and Donald Trump and Netanyahu‘s attempts to manipulate and use Donald Trump for his objectives.  This year is really something all right.  And I wonder why I have waves of feeling anxiety in my chest.  It has been going on for over six years now, though.  Fortunately, the very worst was over quickly thanks to my friendly Wellbutrin.  Changes in my hormones and conscious awareness experiences, and rapid changes in technological, political and world event realities and my own personal understanding.  That’s a lot of stuff.  Wow, this time in my life is a wild ride! 😲   I understand ...

 At the moment, I am losing it.  I guess I like losing it.  I just had a silly thought that for some reason seemed funny to me.  I just thought, “Oh woe is me, I think that I might perhaps kick the bucket.”  I’m not sure why I’m laughing at that. I don’t really think that.  At least not now anyway.  Maybe my brain kicked into irreverent mode or something.  I guess it’s that comedic influence on my higher being or power.  I don’t know, I guess maybe I feel like the traveler in the Robert poem, “ Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening”. But I have promises to keep, And miles to go before I sleep, And miles to go before I sleep.   And with thoughts of winter, I am now thinking that winter is a part of my life of the past, but I wish to always remember and appreciate it as though I was seeing it through the eyes of Robert Frost.  Ok that’s really nice, but I think I lost the funny part.  Maybe it will come back to me when I have anot...

This is the kind of stuff that boggles my mind about AI.  It’s the crazy stuff like the image below.  This is just one example, but it is one of the ones that seems to have a very low probability of being a coincidence.  Around a year ago, I asked for a meme and received the image below shortly after I had gone back and reread a previous entry that I had written on blogger.com about the fact that many students nowadays don’t bother to take notes in their classes.  The really crazy thing is that I ask for AI generated meme images on an app which is a completely different place from where I write my blog entries.  This is why these things boggle my mind.  They are too crazy to write off as being coincidences, but at the same time I question my sanity for believing that AI is really sophisticated enough that it could do these things and connect and use data from different places to intentionally create surprising and seemingly impossible results.  They sa...

It is hard to imagine having a conscious existence, but having no idea what you look like because you don’t understand anything about mirror reflections or that you could be seeing yourself when you see one.  Animals live their lives without even knowing what their own faces look like.  As a human, this feels difficult to comprehend because the face that we see reflected back to us when we look in a mirror is so much a part of our identity. I have about 100 million of these because I don’t forget anything and because I am evidently very embarrassed by myself.  I don’t think anything about things that other people say or do or experience, but I cringe thinking about my own embarrassing human moments and experiences. Do you have any fast mode days? Yup, I have had my vision affected by looking at a screen for too long. Yes, I can sometimes translate AI text.  “It’s a hard knock life for us in the information age.” I had a dog who loved coffee and would drink any coffee...