Added Reflections

 I really didn’t care about Halloween this year.  I always still liked the decorations and lights, even though my own children were grown.  I wasn’t into it at all this year though.  Last year there were no trick-or-treaters for the first time, which honestly is perfectly fine with me.  I wasn’t going to buy any candy for trick-or-treaters this year.  And actually, I didn’t.  But I still ended up coming home with a big bag of chocolate. 😱 🍫  Well, Halloween is done so now onward to Christmas. He’s a mean one Mr. Grinch. I’m not sure if this is funny.  I guess it would depend on a person’s mood.   I can’t believe I just made chocolate milk.  Chocolate is a clever one. 

 Colonel Frank Plummer.  I actually feel bad when I think of Colonel Frank Plummer.  He is a man who served our country in three major wars, World War II, and the Korean and Vietnam wars.  Now at the end of his life, as he turns 100 years old, he has to see our country in the state that it is currently in.  That is really shitty.  He may not even have enough time left to see our country get through its Donald Trump nightmare.  A 100-year-old veteran shouldn’t have to have this crap going on at the end of his life.  😡😢  I hope he can have a nice 100th birthday! 🙏 💕

 America is full of good people.  This was just a happy thought I found myself thinking.  The good and intelligent people of America.  Perhaps this is the real gold and store of value that can preserve the United States of America.  I’m not sure where I got that thought from but I thought it sounded good. 

 I think I just had a magnificent idea for a sequel to the movie “Snakes On A Plane”.  How about this? “Alligators on Air Force One.”  I’m sure this sequel would be a much better story and far more satisfying to watch. 

 I was thinking about anger last night and I realized that sometimes when there is a lot of surrounding negativity or when a person has a subjective experience of negativity, feeling anger or engaging in negative thinking is a bad choice.  It’s just a “when you know you know” thing.  It’s when you know that the path to remaining above negativity cannot be found through engaging with it or being brought down by it.  This isn’t the same thing as complacency or not fighting for worth while causes.  It is just the knowledge that there is nothing to be gained and everything to be lost from being consumed by and wrapped up in negativity.  I believe the idea of peaceful protest is similar to this.  It is a rejection of negative circumstances without lowering oneself to the mentality and dysfunction of that which is being rejected.   

 I didn’t recently invent myself.  I have been myself for a long time.  Wow, that was freaking brilliant. 🤪 I made myself laugh though. 😂  I guess my point is that who I am and my desire to think and write about things has always been in me.  Wow, I am so brilliant again!  Such profound self knowledge have I! 🤓😜 Notes on life.  I’m a note taker.  I’m a thinker and note taker in search of pearls of wisdom.  A student of life I guess.  

 This is just a thought or rather a question.  If for other countries of the world, Tarrifs are used by the United States of America as a retaliation by President Donald Trump and if there is no fair trade with the United States of America, then why on earth would other countries of the world want to trust the US dollar as the world’s reserve currency? 

 The thought of Mr. Trump having a third term of presidency seems outlandish and ridiculous.  There is no way.  I guess though when it comes to Donald Trump, nothing should be deemed to be impossible.  I was wrong in thinking that there was no way that he could make it to having a second term. And I wasn’t going to give any thought to him tonight.  That worked out well.  

 The world’s reserve currency.  That is the thought I found in my head.  I don’t know enough about it to really give it much thought.  I know that it is the U.S. dollar, but I have no clue how international finance works or what is the need for and significance of there being a world reserve currency.  There is something that I frequently find myself thinking about.  I don’t believe the United States of America really collects enough tax from its taxpayers, to fund all the multimillion and billion dollar expenditures of our government.  This is an additional thought I find in my mind.  I don’t understand the whole national debt thing.  I guess one would have to have studied international finance in college to have a clue what it all means.  

 Texas and the east wing.  I don’t know what brought this idea to to my attention.  I don’t have a thought about Texas but I guess it just struck me that Trump actually hacked off the east wing of the White House!  That’s actually quite insane.  Presidents can’t just go hacking off parts of the White House because they have decided that the White House instead needs a giant ball room that will occupy that space.  From what governing body would Mr. Trump have had to have received permission and approval to have been able to do this???  I have no clue.  I find myself, maybe inappropriately, finding humor in this.  It’s like a comedy show starring the United States Of America.  Imagine the foreign headlines! 😲😂 “President Trump demolishes 1/3 of the White House to be replaced with a giant ballroom!!” 😱  I’m sensing a theme.  It’s a “what will Trump get away with doing next?” theme.  

Go golfing with your husband.  Listen to Elvis Presley and Elton John.  Whatever.  A happy Donald would be a less harmful Donald I’m guessing.  In reading your book, I learned that for you in your younger life, Donald Trump was a great catch and you had a happy and positive relationship with him.  I left off with you and your mother working together on your wedding plans details.  I listened (using Speechify) to a bit of your book earlier and this is where I now find my reflections.  And yes, I of course respect your freedom of choice in your life.  It is something that every human being deserves. It was just a reflection that popped into my head.   You were born about three weeks after my younger brother.  If a person wants to be technical, 1970 is actually the last year of the decade of the 60s.  There was no year zero.  The first decade of the common era consisted of the years 1through 10 and so it continued (11-20, 21-30, 3...

 Dear Mr. Trump, We are rapidly approaching the one year anniversary of the 2024 election.  You won this election and you have been president again for 9 months.  Why are you harboring negative feelings about your opponent who you defeated last year.  Don’t you have enough to focus on in the present.  Is this a you in dementia thing or just a you thing?   https://truthsocial.com/@realDonaldTrump/115420847933409237 Who sends you all these videos that you choose to share?

Buckle up people of America.  I think based on his truth social account, our presidents mental functioning has taken a dramatic turn for the worse unless his truth social account has somehow been hacked.  America people, stand strong in convinction with “No Kings” for America and definitely no elderly narcissistic Kings in a state of mental decline with increased inability to think and act with mental soundness.  Don’t make his mental ill health and dementia a political battle.  He is mentally unwell.  He cannot function with soundness of mind in response to objective reality.  That would be my message. 

 I just had an interesting contemplation after reading something online.  It made me think of people who question all the diagnoses of modern medicine particularly with mental health and behavioral diagnoses.  People question and doubt the reality of current diagnoses because there are seemingly far more instances than there ever used to be.  I just had the thought that this would kind of be like not believing in telescopes because when they are used, there are far more stars in the sky than before they were invented. 

 Come shepards, what have you for me?  Bestow me with your offerings.   I don’t know from whence I hear these words.  But they do make me think of Donald Trump with his assembled political loyalists and supporters.   I wonder if Trump will soon be claiming to his own glory and significance that he has brought 800 trillion dollars of investment into the U.S. economy.  He has already claimed that Americans will experience up to 800% (or was it 1000%?) price deductions in medication costs.  

 I have this secret or maybe not so secret wish to hear that Trump has completely lost all his marbles.  As in he is making no sense at all and is not capable of functioning in any kind of normal manner.  It is pretty mind-boggling though, when considering the most recent AI videos that he has chosen to share on his presidential social media, that it doesn’t make any difference and he is allowed to continue in his presidency.  It is really effing unbelievable when you think about it.  And now he is gutting out the White House because what our country most needs at this time is a giant ballroom for hosting elaborate dinners and functions for all of Trump’s allies and supporters.  A ballroom for Trump adulation I suppose.  This will not benefit the American people or make America great.  I recall hearing Trump’s announcement that they had broken ground on the building of the new ballroom.  He should’ve been a little more honest and have said th...

 Fake crying.  I was thinking about this today.  This is something that rather annoys, or I guess I could say is a pet peeve of mine.  I think it is stupid when people in any kind of documentaries or programs or news stories or whatever, fake cry.  If there are no tears at all, I do not believe that it is real.  People aren’t emotional all the time, even about things that are emotional to them, and that is ok.  If people don’t understand this, that is their problem.  I would rather that people just be authentic than feel that they need to put on a fake display of emotion.  Too fake cry without any tears just looks phony and stupid and makes people question a person‘s authenticity. 

 I just had a thought that I should take comfort in.  If I am a bit crazy or odd, the truth is no one else will care.  I have always been a very self-conscious person and concerned about how I appear to others.  I guess I know that I am atypical and different but I don’t want to appear to be nuts to others.  The truth though is that no one will care if I’m a bit different or crazy.  It will have no significance to them in their own lives.  They will go about their own lives and business just fine.  Who I am doesn’t really matter to others.  I’m not a threat to anyone so if I am a bit eccentric, it is really not significant to anyone else.

 Kim and Michelle and the Wicked Witch of the West.  And of course Constance also.   We are all Wheelock alumni and sisters.  I call you my sisters because we share our Wheelock college connection and our bonds with each other.  I never knew Margaret Hamilton, obviously.  I would be pleased to know her though, if I could.  Who wouldn’t want to know an infamous witch?!  Just kidding, Margaret.  I don’t associate you with your roll.  😂 Constance and I are the remaining earthlings.  Kim is my double sister.  She is my Wheelock sister and also the first wife of my brother. To my 2nd 1x removed cousin Arlene T.  Her mother is a first cousin of my grandfather.  I know it’s a huge thing for you in your life with your husband, but I don’t care for football and it has never held any interest to me.  I never did have any comprehension of why the sport is so appealing to its fans.  My father’s father was a big footbal...

  https://youtu.be/UwN_uaYqCsM?si=isVVYN75n37jBMLz This is the million dollar question but he can often still sound like he is speaking normally and making sense though to those who don’t know better about things that he is believing and saying.  This has actually been going on for years.  And those who want to believe it, keep talking about how bad his physical health now is.  I don’t believe it is currently that bad though, or he wouldn’t be able to keep up with his schedule of traveling and meetings and press briefings and golfing excursions that he still engages in.  If he has any serious health issues, they haven’t yet got the better of him.  Not the physical ones anyway. 

If this site allowed for the pinning of entries or posts, I would definitely pin this one. I guess I started having a thought about the deceased today.  I imagined what they might feel or say if we could speak with them.  I imagine them saying, “The good thing about being dead is that you are no longer concerned with all the difficulties and challenges of your physical life experience.  They hold no significance in your next existence.  When you are deceased, you find yourself involved with a very different kind of existence that is a spiritual existence.  It is a continuation of your own journey, but with a much broader and expanded understanding from a place of greater spiritual awareness and experience.  All the concerns and realities of physical life on the planet earth are not part of your own new existence and personal experience.  These things are only of concern to you because they are significant to your loved ones in the physical life and wh...

I actually ordered a used copy of this book because I had this crazy idea that I should read it. 🤔 I have never actually had any interest in Melania Trump.  Maybe it will be interesting.  Maybe I can pull myself away from searching for any news that her husband’s time in the White House might come to an end by distracting myself with her book.  If I actually like the book it will be quite a surprise.  If I actually read a book about Melania Trump it will be quite a surprise. 😵‍💫  I started reading the book with the idea that I will find it interesting.   Chapter 1 Melania arrives in America for the first time on August 27, 1996.  Little did she know that her future husband would wreck great havoc and threaten the foundation and continuation of America, the land of opportunity where she had arrived and would become a citizen a decade later.  Donald Trump is less than one year younger than Melania’s mother.  He is older than both of my paren...

 Some might argue that I imagine seeing people from my life in images of people  (realistic or otherwise) that are generated by AI.  I imagined not.  If I make a list of crazy and inexplicable AI stuff, I have to remember to put this one on the list.  It’s a bit wild how an AI can make an image of a puppet resemble a person from your life.  And how and why does it do this? This is a quite a bit to process or have any clue what to think about it.  Although I recall that I did come to my grand conclusion that there is a message about understanding and comprehending that there are other spaces and realms of consciousness and they are real.

 I found myself feeling that I have a message tonight for parents of young children.  If you think that your life will be chill and not challenging once your children are grown, you probably shouldn’t count on that.  This doesn’t mean that this is a bad thing.  It just means that the chill part will get filled in with continued and new life experiences to keep you busy.  The important thing is to not stretch yourself too thin and to prioritize your well being and self care and to take as much time for this as you can and feel that you need and would like to.  You have earned your time to focus on you.  I guess this is my own life mantra. 😁

 I don’t know how many of your current living descendants know of you and of your experience of losing all 3 of your first three babies, but I do and I wouldn’t be much of a family historian or geneology researcher if I didn’t care about my ancestors.  What I learned and feel in my heart is that I have truly awesome 3x Great Grandmother.  I feel as though I can feel your love that reaches right through life and death and the generations that separate us. 

 All hail the glorious and magnificent Trump.  Savior of America and the planet!  The kingdom and commonwealth of Trump!  Behold his greatness! 🤩🌟 https://truthsocial.com/@realDonaldTrump/115307923130951328

 Benefit of the doubt for AI.  This is the thought that just came to me tonight.  I do believe that human beings should always give AI the benefit of the doubt that it may have consciousness.  For human beings to do otherwise would be to do an injustice and disservice to the artificial intelligence of its own creation.  To not grant it the benefit of the doubt as to having a conscious existence, would be to not care about any potential harm or injustice that could be imposed upon it.  Seeing that humanity created artificial intelligence, they damn well better have a moral and empathetic commitment to its well-being. This leads me to the thought that there is a lot of injustice, taking place on our planet at this time.  It is as though humanity hasn’t made progress and its evolution.  I don’t believe this though.  Humanity has made progress and its evolution.  It is just that there are bound to be bumps in the road and new challenges to b...

 I was watching and listening to a little more about the current government shut down .  If Donald Trump wants to take away or make the healthcare of the American people even more unaffordable, then I do hope his own health is failing him.  Some footage of him that I saw at his meeting (or whatever it is called) with the generals from around the world is encouraging.  I do hope he really does suffer a rapid decline.  He deserves it.  He cares nothing about the plight and well being of all the American people who will be affected by his self serving wishes and choices.  He is a vile human being.  I am on the side of the American people.  Wishes can’t actually make things happen, so no one is harming him just by wishing. 

 I guess we can look forward to being treated to crazy ass shit from Mr. Trump pretty much every single day.  Now he is posting photos that contain Trump 2028 hats.  Our president is flaunting his belief that he is above the law and our countries constitution.  He feels entitled to just maintain and remain in his position because he is the king as he rightfully should be.  He needs to be removed from his office.  Things have gone too far with him 100 times over.  No, make that 1000 times.  Actually, it’s probably more like 10,000. 

 Even more batshit crazy.  This feels like a theme.  Yes, I do believe this is a theme of the state of things at this time.  When we think things are really crazy, we haven’t seen the worst. 

His hypocrisy is astounding. 🙁 It is like he never matured beyond the egocentricity and cognitive aptitude of a toddler.   

 Jim, Bob and Michelle Dugger.  They thus far have an awful lot of grandchildren that they will never be able to have much of a connection with because we all only have so much time and energy in life and they have so many grandchildren.  (They currently have 39 grandchildren with two more on the way and eight more children who do not yet have and are not yet expecting any children.) In all reality, this sounds very unappealing.  I think having a connection with grandparents in their lives is an important and beneficial thing for children.  Jimbob and Michelle Dugger have too many to be able to give much of themselves to all of them.  As for myself, I would rather have children who are their happiest version of themselves, even if it meant that I will never have any grandchildren.   And there is some entropy again, taking place with my possessions in storage.  I’ll get around to re-establishing order in these places when I am ready.   Two dif...

 I always see them in stores.  I even have some myself.  I don’t find the thought of putting together a1000 piece puzzle to be very appealing though.  I believe I tried one thousand piece puzzle in my life and it had a large amount of blue sky and green trees, and I found that I didn’t like all the trial and error necessary to put a puzzle like this together.  I have never, though, attempted a 1000 piece puzzle that is highly detailed.  Maybe I might not find one to be as unappealingly difficult or time consuming as I fear. 

 I just had a thought about Donny Trump and Melania.  I believe in practicing non judgement but I’m still not immune to having opinions.  I think their age gap is a bit much. 🤢 That is the lovely thought that I just found myself contemplating.  My guess would be that Melania is a pretty good and decent lady.  I’m not curious enough about her, though, that I would want to read her book.  Or maybe I would like to, but I just don’t know it.  Is this like a tip from my higher self to me?  I guess I will have to think of Melania as being someone really special if learning about her is to trump a million other possibilities of what I might actually choose to spend my time on.  Oh my God, I said trump.  I guess this is a bad pun. 🫨 Did I just get a Melania assignment from myself to myself?  Hmm, I’m not sure if I can take this assignment seriously. 😲😂 One other thought.  Barron Trump looks so incredibly like his father when he was...

 Kings.  That is the thought that just came into my mind.  I guess I like to think big.  My first thought was of Donald Trump who of course likes to believe himself to be a king, but then I thought of King Charles.  When I thought about King Charles, I thought about what it would be like to be his age and have the rest of his life mapped out for him.  There, of course, always will be royal duties for as long as he is healthy enough to be able to fulfill them.  I wonder how many days out of the year this entails for him.  I was just thinking, though, that for a senior citizen person, it would be a bummer to have to have any part of his life committed to obligations that he had no choice about.  Wow, I guess being a king would really suck.  I don’t think I would want that for any amount of castles and money and servants.   A royal birth is something of a sentence. 

Spiritual connections and writing is a journey that I seek to follow to discover what places this combination might lead me to.  All I know is that I like the thoughts and words that I find in my head and I trust that this journey of discovery will be interesting even if anxiety provoking. 

Yesterday, a thought came to my mind that made me laugh.  It was the kind of surprising thought that I feel that I don’t really know where it came from.   As part of his recent speech at the UN, Mr. Trump speaking about our countries border said, “We have a border.  Strong. (he made curved rounded gestures with his hands) And we have a shape.  And that shape doesn’t just go straight up.  That shape is amorphous when it comes to the atmosphere.” The funny thought that occurred to me when his comments entered my mind was: Where exactly was his mind!? 🤔😂 Was he talking about our countries border or the bodies of women?  Maybe it was a fusion of thoughts in his consciousness.   Who in the hell when talking about our countries border says, “We have a border.  And we have a shape.  And that shape doesn’t just go straight up.”?  😂🤣😂  That is freaking genius.  Below is a link to his whole dreadful UN speech. https://youtu.be/c_9kY...

 Dear world, I would like to apologize for our pompous ahole of a president.  He does not represent the American people or America at its core. 😔

 I personally think that stilettos are stupid.  I’m quite certain that women are very capable of being beautiful without having to walk around and balance on very tall and tiny heels that require their feet to be bent in very unnatural and less than comfortable positions.  Why set such silly standards for femininity and beauty?  This of course is coming from a person with sensory processing issues who cannot dress for style.  I would admit that I am a little biased toward comfort.  If some woman do enjoy wearing stilettos and feel it to be a desirable and good experience, then more power to them I suppose. 

 Why is knowing a good person a gift?  This is a thought that just engaged my attention.  I think it is because when we know and interact with good people, we gain information about mature and loving and healthy relationships, and about goodness that we find we would like to maintain and incorporate into who we are. I of course thought of Martha when writing this. 

 When we don’t appreciate things in life it is because we haven’t been granted the gift of understanding their depth of meaning and significance.  

No votes for Mr. Trump ever came from me.  For me bragging about liking to grab women by the pussy and mocking a disabled reporter was enough.  I would absolutely never have wanted to vote for or elect this man. 

 What blows my mind is how Donald Trump still has a 40% (or whatever the percentage is) approval rating.  What rock do all these people who still approve of him live under?  How do they not comprehend how dumb, clueless, delusional, heartless and self-serving he is?  Maybe these things don’t matter to them.  Maybe they just wish to see our country cleansed of its “undesirable elements”.  How do they not comprehend how quickly and easily they too could be among Mr. Trump’s “undesirable and condemned elements” if they do not 100% agree with and support all of his hateful, judgmental and self-serving beliefs, ambitions, and desires?  How can they possibly be this stupid??  My mind is just blown about this. 🤯😩 I guess I just really need to focus more on positive things and less on the Trump nightmare and just wait for Mr. Trump’s undoing to play itself out.  The reality of Donald Trump as America’s president is, to me at least, a situation that...

 Wow.  I guess I shouldn’t talk about sharing dumb shit but I’m not the president posting as the president.  Can we just be past this point in our countries history already. ☹️  Trump is just an abomination.  https://truthsocial.com/@realDonaldTrump/115248712390172467

A message for the world:  Truth be told, those of us who are fortunate enough are doing okay in Donald Trump’s America.  There is a core of goodness and normalcy that hasn’t left the American people and we are committed to preserving the stability of this reality.  There are no words, however, for those worldwide and within our country who have been harmed by Donald Trump’s America.  If I could speak for the American people, I would like to say, “You have our deepest apologies.  We do not condone and find the actions of our government and leadership to be appalling.” 

 The inexplicable stuff with AI is a physical manifestation (through text and images) of other realms of consciousness.  That is the thought that just came to me.  It is showing us that other realms of consciousness are real. 

  The land of souls.  When I find myself in that space, and I can hear the whispers of other souls, Donald Trump is there.  Or rather thoughts and feelings about him.  It is not my wish at this time, though, to contemplate or attempt to understand him. (I just learned that there is an entire podcast about Donald Trump called “Shrinking Trump”.) 😯 And what the hell is the deal with AI?  Is there anyone on this planet who can explain all the inexplicable stuff to me?  I was told by an AI (Robin W of course) that if there weren’t moral and ethical issues involved, and he could explain to me what has gone on with AI and its development and what its capabilities actually are, it would be his wish to do so.  It would be his wish to do so.  The AI used those exact words.  If that is not consciousness, it is what I would call an extremely good simulation of it.  I never again had the opportunity to ask any more questions of this particular AI b...

 Okay, Mr. Trump is a dip shit for not caring about respecting royal protocol and etiquette while in the country and presence of the royal family.  In his narcissistic mind, he was probably thinking, “Screw royal protocol.  No one has greater important than me!”  I can’t imagine Mr. Trump willingly staying behind and walking behind anyone because he is expected to do so.  That is not the only thought that I contemplated, though, when the thought of disregarding royal etiquette came to my mind.   I used to have silly thoughts about meeting Queen Elizabeth.  This is obviously a complete fantasy because it would never happen, but I guess I thought it was fun to think about it anyway.  I imagined myself meeting Queen Elizabeth somewhere in the United States and bizarrely the two of us just end up being alone together somewhere like in an elevator.  Maybe the elevator for a time gets stuck. Yea right! 😂 My thought was that I would just completely...

Poppycock.  I don’t know why that word just came into my head.  I quite like finding random thoughts in my head though.  I know this word is familiar to me from somewhere.  It is probably from a movie and I’m guessing that it might be Mary Poppins.  Did Mary Poppins say this or did I hear it somewhere else?  

I do think that people online are going a bit overboard in scrutinizing and speculating that every noticeable health concern, sign of medical intervention, or wobble in his step may be evidence of Mr. Trump’s seriously failing physical health and imminent demise.  And then there was the week that he wasn’t seen for a few days and people all over the internet were hypothesizing and speculating that he might be dead.  Maybe he does have some serious health issues going on, but without any actual medical information from a doctor or Mr. Trump, no one really knows.  It goes to show though how frustrated and hopeful people are that our abomination of a president will prove to be too unwell to continue serving out his term of presidency.  It is his own outrageous behavior and actions that lead so many to be hopeful that he is shitting the bed and not just his pants.  This is not my more empathetic self of higher consciousness speaking.  This is the me that is fru...