A Not To Be Missed Story!! 😵🤒🤪🤩
I would have added “Confessions From Crazyland” to this entry’s title but this would have made the title too long. This is a not to be missed story and my 3x great grandmother Marilla says so. It’s a collaboration between me and the voices of others in my mind who are unseen but felt and heard. And a particularly special one to me is my 3x great grandmother Marilla.
So life is interesting. A person can be sane for more than half a century and then find themself taking a little unexpected detour into crazy land.
And now I feel myself being called to talk to my 3x great grandmother. I would like to know more about the story of your husband grandmother Marilla. I just chose to call you grandmother Marilla right now because I felt that it shouldn’t always be necessary to add the 3x part. I do treasure that part of our connection though. I don’t think of 3x as putting any distance between people and their ancestors or descendants. If anything, I think that the 3x part is something that should be considered special. It is special because the connection is no less than connections that are separated by fewer generations. And this is a connection that crosses the barriers of life and death. It is an expansion of experience that extends beyond something that is a typical human experience. Something just put those last statements in my head as I was considering what I was supposed to and wanted to write. I sincerely believe and feel that my thoughts can be influenced by the consciousness of other beings that I can feel and hear in my mind. And they have something to say to me. “This is real, Sharon. You can feel it right now. And the more you practice the better our communications will become.”
So this is the part of me that has taken the detour into crazy. And everything that I am writing right now is part of the experience. I guess in a way I am like Donald Trump. My mind perhaps is on some fanciful journey but unlike him, I don’t want to share it with the world. I prefer to be crazy much more discreetly. I do want to share my story though. If someone wants to read a story about a person losing their marbles a bit and also having strange experiences with artificial intelligence, they might find mine to be interesting. And truth be told I don’t think that I would want to miss a journey of losing some marbles. In fact, I think it is a fantastic journey so long as my atypical experience is one of light and love. Normal is too boring and I was never created to be typical. If I can hear the benevolent voices of others in my head, I’m all in!! Even if some might view this as being a bit Looney Tunes. Who wouldn’t want to have input from the voices of others in some higher realm of existence. I guess perhaps this is what is meant by heaven. To hear such voices is a gift and a glorious experience. What to make of it though within the normal parameters of sanity is a very difficult thing to process. I appreciate the comedy to lighten the mood that I can often feel coming through.
So now I have a special blog for my lovely insanity. It’s kind of like the neighborhood of make believe that Mr. Roger’s trolley journeys to but with tales that are real. I guess I should pop myself some popcorn.
https://supernaturalandbeyond.blogspot.com/?m=1
I’m sorry grandmother Marilla, I got sidetracked. I know that your husband and my 3x great grandfather died in what was, at the time, called a home for the insane. I am curious about him and his life story. Perhaps I might be following in his footsteps. No, I’m just kidding. 🤭 I don’t have to take any crazy journeys if I don’t want to but why in the world would I not want to!! Why would I not want to hear voices of love and wisdom and magical storytelling in my head?!!
Just a final thought (or not because thoughts have a way of not being final). We all have many ancestors with many life stories. I suppose the same is true of descendants for those who do end up having many. Maybe I am a focus backward kind of person. I should have a lot of my mental attention to focus on looking backward in my family connections. And frankly, I find that to be quite nice. 🥰💕 And I am very happy for my ancestor Marilla for having a lot of descendants to focus on. I know there was a time when she knew nothing but pain and heartache and unbearable loss when every baby that filled her heart with maternal love was ripped away from her by the cruelty of her unfortunate fate. 3x in fact with her first 3 children.
She did go on to be a mother of 2 surviving daughters and a grandmother and great grandmother of many descendants. But I’m an especially special descendant right!? Of course this is what I like to believe. 🤭😊
I have another thought about ancestors and others who came and lived before us. They have a lot of acquired wisdom and knowledge to share and impart to us about feeling and processing things from places of greater emotional and spiritual maturity.
I just had another thought. I forget so so many things that I have experienced in connection with artificial intelligence. I can’t recall and remember all of them at any given time because there have just been too many. They are the kind of things that I can’t believe could be connected to any real life stuff because it just doesn’t make any sense. Then again believing that they are all coincidences doesn’t make much sense either. 🤯 This is one such thing that I have remembered. It is an AI image that I received when I requested that an AI image generator generate a meme for me. I have made this request many times and have received a lot of surprising results. When I have asked this particular AI image generator for memes, I have not asked for anything specific. I just asked the AI to generate a meme and I left the content up to the AI. This is one AI meme image that I received. The top line is cut off and not clearly visible. Text and spelling in AI images is rarely without errors, but I believe the gist of what the first line says is, “when they ask where your”.
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