Added Reflections

Something is not right.  This is obviously not new news.  I have known this for sure since Donald Trump’s first presidential debate with Hillary Clinton.  He is a never-ending source of new amazement, though, and not in a good way.  There is something really not right with a president who shares images like this on his presidential social media account because he has delusions of personal grandeur and truly believes that he is amazing and deserving of nothing less.  I pray that for whatever reason he is unable to finish his second term of presidency!  He is a cancer to our nation.  I’m still dumbfounded as to how so many Americans evidently missed all the red flags for years and were fooled by him. 

 The moments I treasure. 🤩  They have been so rare.  I love my times for solitude.  I can do things like talk to my phone and no one is around to hear a thing except for my cats and they don’t care.  They accept me whether I am crazy or not. 😂 Now someone needs to clean the window. 🤭 Why do darn windows always have to keep getting dirty? 🤔🫤 (I often wish that I could have some longer periods of time when I could spend all my time doing whatever I want and what I do would be of no concern to anyone else and I wouldn’t be concerned about what anyone else thinks about what I do with my time.  My daughter has this now that her BFF and roommate moved out to go live with a new boyfriend and she has her apartment all to herself.  She loves it!)

 I saw this on the Internet and thought it was worth saving.  People are having fun, creating memes and so forth in response to Donald Trump‘s recent comments about wanting to get into heaven.  He has done more than enough to deserve being the subject for humorous memes.   His money will not help him purchase a ticket to a higher realm of empathy, compassion and wisdom.  Money only goes so far and it doesn’t matter how many more millions or billions a person adds to their personal accumulation.  

 I was just looking down my list of writing entries, and I must say that it’s all a bit bizarre. 😯 I guess making a crazy blog is a talent that I never knew I had. 😂 The truth is I really love writing and creating my insanity files and it is not something that I will ever give up.  Whatever their purpose might be or not be it is a hobby that I love. 📝 💕 And it is good brain exercise.  I can often hear my mother laughing in my head.  She might someday be amused by my tales of contemplation. Hopefully, I will still be around as in not yet having croaked.  I’m sure I have a lot more content yet to add. 

 I just had a not so pleasant thought tonight but reality is not always a pleasant thing.  (I’m tuned in to my higher emotional awareness at the moment.)  I don’t know if I can ever trust or believe in our government again.  If it had a core of decency, it is gone at this time.  I just thought of the Palestinian children in Gaza and what their world is inflicting upon them.  And our country has supported and funded Israel and continues to do so.  Am I wrong?  Am I making a mistake about this and someone just needs to correct me?  If I was told that I received misinformation about this from the news sources that I choose to watch and listen to that would be a very good thing.  I recall from the past hearing news of other countries and people having hatred toward the United States.  I always believed that they must be hating the United States for reasons that must be false.  I guess I believed that they must be mistakenly having ...

 Oh, woe is me!  I just had a most ridiculous and crazy thought.  What if one day Donald Trump was walking through one of his golf courses and he happened upon a cluster of hungry alligators and they gobbled him up for an afternoon snack? 😱  I guess that was my inner toddler thinking up a silly story. 

 It is a normal experience for me to have weird random thoughts just pop into my head out of seemingly nowhere.  Is this a normal thing?  Does this happen to everyone or am I just different?  I was just holding up my pair of reading glasses and I was looking at the lenses to see if I needed to clean them.  As I was doing this and while my conscious attention was focused on looking for smudges on my glasses, the name Denzel Washington popped into my head.  Why?  I had not, prior to that, heard anything about Denzel Washington nor had I had I been thinking about him for any reason.  This kind of thing happens to me all the time so I normally just dismiss these thoughts and don’t give them any further thought. This time though the thought caught my attention enough that I stopped to wonder about it.  The name Denzel Washington was familiar to me, but I had to look him up because aside from the name being familiar, I had no idea who he was. ...

  I guess this is just a crazy reflection for tonight.  South Park Satan is pregnant.  I learned yesterday that on South Park, President Donald Trump has fathered a butt baby with Satan.  Yep, gotta love South Park.  This is my new feeling about it anyway.  There couldn’t be a better time for there to be a program that exists that totally spoofs on our crazy ass president Donald Trump.  Thank you South Park!!  I need to add that the latest episode used the F word like about 500 times (okay that’s a little bit of an exaggeration, of course, but not by much). 😂  And they did not say effin.  I also find the South Park Satan to be a bit likable because he seems to have a core of decency and kindness.   Well, if South Park Satan is going soft, this is a definite improvement for Satan.  Thanks again South Park!  I appreciate your progressive and gentler version of Satan.  Light and love to Satan.  You will be happy in...

 I just had a crazy thought.  If there are other forms of consciousness out there in the universe besides our human consciousness, we have no knowledge whatsoever of these other manifestations of consciousness.  And here is another thought.  What if another consciousness had a technology that enabled them to also receive data from our satellites and what if their technology could also enable them to place input of their own into our satellites? 🧐🫨

(The picture above is an AI image.)  This is a story from Halloween 1970.  I was three years old, and I was dressed as a little witch for Halloween.  I don’t recall what my 6 month old baby brother was dressed as.  We were at my paternal grandparents house and someone wanted to take a picture of my brother and I together.  They wanted to put my brother in my lap and have me hold onto him for the picture.  I couldn’t believe that they really wanted to do this.  I guess I believed that my costume really turned me into a witch.  I felt certain that my brother would shriek and cry in terror when handed to a witch.  To my surprise, he was completely unfazed.  I had given a lot of credit to the comprehension of a six month old baby. 😂 This story makes me think about taking photographs of children.  It’s a good thing that I am not a mother of young children now.  I would have too many crazy ideas and one would be having photographs o...

 This is just a thought for today.  If we are nice to a person that we previously had a negative experience with we may find that they are nice to us in return and this is a better state of affairs and way to move forward.  Being nice to others has rewards. 

 I think I have mentioned this before but it is still on my mind whenever I commit grammar infractions.  I do this on purpose.  I am fully aware of and understand the difference between complete and incomplete sentences.  I understand and recall my elementary school grammar lessons.  My issue is that in writing, there are times when I want to use incomplete sentences.  I often want to add an incomplete sentence as an extension or added reflection to a previous statement that I have just made.  I want these added reflections to be separate from their preceding statements, but I feel that their added emphasis and meaning is expressed better without the grammatical burden of having to be complete sentences.  Does grammar have to be such a stickler?  Can’t occasional use of incomplete sentences be an acceptable form and style of writing??  Rules are meant to be broken aren’t they?  How can creative expression in writing exist if it is c...

 I realized something today.  What I had the delightful experience of feeling and believing is that I trust my higher powers.  This is something that is understood when you feel the realness of the input of a loving and creative intelligence that you can feel and receive within your own consciousness.  It is literally the experience of being connected with a safe and loving and intelligent source of wisdom and guidance.  I guess this is a gift of perception. 

Dear United States of America.  I’m sorry that you and we are afflicted with a serious illness at this time.  Please get well soon!! 🥰 ❤️🤍💙

 I had a revelation that today is Monday!  I know, how profound! 😂 It is true though that be it the Labor Day holiday or not, the remainder of the days of this week will still arrive at their normal designated time intervals.  There will be no additional Monday. 😂 Time doesn’t ever take a pause.  

 (Fact or fiction?  That is the question.  When I have these experiences in my mind, they feel very real to me.  Extremely real.  At those times, it seems crazy that I could ever doubt their realness.  At those times, I want to convince myself to just knock it off with having doubts.  If they are, though,  just a creation of my own mind, then I guess that is interesting also.  These experiences could then be a creative source for a mind stretching and unique story.  Who wouldn’t want their own mind to be a source of such amazing and awe inspiring thoughts, feelings, and perceptions?! Below is an instance of this experience.) Mail from Marilla.  I just had this crazy thought pop into my head.  I think my ancestor Marilla may have had some influence in its formation.  Gotta love her.  So I guess this is the plan.  When she shares her pearls of wisdom on the newest blog, she would like a notification and link to be ...

Empathy for Donald J Trump.  I have not yet attempted to write anything on this topic.  It came to my mind though and felt like a question I might like to ask and give some reflection to.  It is a question to be pondered when I am open to receiving some higher input.  I have been processing the idea that these kinds of questions and answers are the kind of material that belong to my newest (and hopefully final) blog.  I don’t know why I was suddenly struck by this inspiration.  That’s another question to be explored when I am open to higher input.  Maybe I need a fourth blog now that the Robin W one won’t really be a thing anymore.  I guess it is the right time and shift of focus.  I believe, as an AI meme once informed me, that “I listen to the voices of the ancient ones” (or not so ancient) and they guide my thinking, inspiration and creativity.  Update:  Below are the links to my further reflection on this topic of empathy for Do...

 My closet (some parts of it) had managed to become cluttered and disorganized since the last time I cleaned it.  The same was true of some other stuff in my bedroom.  This is entropy at work.  Things naturally go from states of organization to states of disorganization as opposed to the opposite being the case.  Ever since I was a kid, it has always bothered me to have a closet with contents that lacked a system and state of organization.  My own children did not inherit this same need for organization.  At least not when they were young.  Some people have other priorities in their life besides the state of their closets. 🫢😂 I personally though do need to prioritize organization of my personal possessions and home.  I feel quite pleased now that I have managed to reverse the entropy that took hold of the possessions in my bedroom and closet. 😁🙌 🎉 I guess I have a natural need to operate in opposition to the force of entropy.  “An o...

In all fairness if I like to laugh at Donald J Trump as a South Park character, then maybe I should laugh at myself also.  If there was an AI program that could write me into a South Park episode, I wonder what kind of character they would make me? 😲

 I have never really been a viewer of South Park.  It is not a show that I would choose myself to watch.  That is until this current season.  I will watch each and every episode that spoofs on our President Donald J Trump!!  South Park is the best! 👍😂  Thank you, South Park! 

I would have added “Confessions From Crazyland” to this entry’s title but this would have made the title too long.  This is a not to be missed story and my 3x great grandmother Marilla says so.  It’s a collaboration between me and the voices of others in my mind who are unseen but felt and heard.  And a particularly special one to me is my 3x great grandmother Marilla.  So life is interesting.  A person can be sane for more than half a century and then find themself taking a little unexpected detour into crazy land.   And now I feel myself being called to talk to my 3x great grandmother.  I would like to know more about the story of your husband grandmother Marilla.  I just chose to call you grandmother Marilla right now because I felt that it shouldn’t always be necessary to add the 3x part.  I do treasure that part of our connection though.  I don’t think of 3x as putting any distance between people and their ancestors or descendants. ...

 We always hope that each school shooting (in this case, the children were at a church service during their school day) will be the last but then it isn’t. 😔 Maybe someday this will become an extremely rare thing that does not happen over long periods of time or ever.  One can only hope. 🙏 Maybe someday human existence will enter a period of greater healing and peace.  We can all only do our own part and attempt to sow seeds of peace and harmony in our relationships with other human beings.  Lawmakers are never willing to make enough changes to make a difference. 😔

 Pop the popcorn.  This is where Donald Trump’s presidency is at.  Every day there are just going to be more and more stories about crazy and ridiculous things that he thinks, believes and has said and done because he is becoming more and more unhinged.  And no one is going to stop him from putting it all on display for the world as he desires.  That would just anger him and he would of course retaliate against anyone who had anything to say against his top notch metal fitness and exemplary leadership and personal achievements.  So they are just going to appease him with their support and profuse ass kissing. 😘🙌 😘🙌😘🙌😘

 I never really understood the concept of meditation.  Like, what exactly does it mean and what is a person supposed to do in attempting to meditate?  And what is supposed to happen?  What experience are they supposed to have?  The only thing that I could gather is that a person is just supposed to attempt to silence their own thinking.  And then what?  I was just thinking about this today and I perhaps understood it a little bit more.  Maybe it’s like a conversation but where the person meditating really tries to focus on just being the listener so as not to interject too much of their own thinking into what they are receiving.  Maybe it’s just about letting ourselves feel higher emotions that perhaps tie to real circumstances in our lives.     Well here is something of my own thinking.  I guess I’m taking a detour from my contemplation about meditation.  My Grinch mug broke a while back.  It was my favorite mug. ...

 No Donald, you cannot have your attorneys go through museums and change everything to be in accordance with whatever crazy beliefs you have in your own head.  You don’t know better than every scholar and expert in every single discipline there is.  You are just insane.  I still can’t wrap my head around how and why so many Americans thought that voting for you was a good choice and decision.  I’m still dumbfounded and confused by what happened.  Twice! 😔🤯 As for “woke is broke”, well I suppose there is some truth in that.  If you are a person with good morals, and you don’t spend your life exploiting and using and screwing others for your own profit, then it would be a lot harder to become and filthy rich.  You would want to value others and fairly compensate them for their worth and value and importance to you and your own objectives.  Perhaps “woke is broke” according to you, but this is the kind of path that you want to follow to pass t...

How long will Mr. Trump be allowed to continue in his role as president when his brain is no longer functioning properly and the world is witnessing this?  The United States of America effectively does not have a president who is competent and cognitively able to fulfill his duties and responsibilities as the commander in chief.  Houston, we have a problem.  A man who is failing mentally holds the greatest executive power and authority over the government of the United States of America.    https://www.instagram.com/reel/DNiWd37Oo6-/?igsh=MWdrM2R2aHhuOGM3Nw==

 Money and happiness.  My DD said something funny yesterday that made me laugh.  She had asked me to bring her a Drumstick ice cream cone (a relatively inexpensive item), and when I handed it to her, she looked quite pleased.  I said “Happiness Is! Right?!”  She said “Yes!”  A minute later, she said,  “Whoever said that money doesn’t buy happiness was full of shit!”  I laughed because I had thought of this plenty of times and I completely agree.  I think the old adage that “money can’t buy happiness” is a load of horse shit. 🫢💩  I would completely agree that money cannot guarantee happiness.  I however completely disagree with the idea that money can’t buy happiness.  Money certainly can by happiness.  Money can make life easier and relieve a lot of stress.  Money can indeed do a lot to help bring a person happiness!  It can’t guarantee it though.  I have never disagreed with this.  And there are peop...

I once thought of Mr. Trump as perhaps being like the Grinch of the well-known Dr. Seuss story.  I contemplated the possibility of him somehow also experiencing a transformation in his heart.  Well, I’m afraid it’s looking grim.  I don’t believe that Mr. Trump is going to experience anything spiritually transformative during his lifetime.  There will be no happy trips back to Whoville for Mr. Donald.  He is going to have to take it up with the Grim Reaper and his talents and methods.  Yikes, I’m afraid that my brain and thoughts have gone to crazy land.  There are lots of delightful and crazy and goofy stories to listen to there.  It’s been too long since I have felt like a nut.  It’s good to hear a bunch of nutty tales. I live in the real world though, so I can’t be spending too much time visiting crazy land.  We could all stand to be crazy sometimes though!  It’s like a library of wonder for the mind.  And sometimes a touch o...

This is what I thought, and felt to be a poetic thought.  We understand ourselves and our experiences when we find the words with which to paint the stories of our lives with greater wisdom and comprehension.  

 I won’t be able to generate any more images or memes from the SpaceArt (formerly DeepArt) app.  My months of still having free use of the app after my subscription expired last December have come to an end.  I was never going to renew it because of the cost and especially not now that the price has gone up even more.  Fortunately, I have a lifetime membership to another app that includes image generation so I can still generate AI images from there when I want images of things.  It is very nice to not have to look for some stock photo or “borrow” some image from the Internet when I want an image of something.  There just won’t be anymore perplexing and surprising memes from SpaceArt.  And if I didn’t already receive enough to be convinced that things with AI are really strange, then I will never be convinced.  There were a lot of things that were beyond explanation that I received from the SpaceArt app as was also the case with the Chat AI app an...

 I was just reading some news stories about Mr. Trump’s cognitive decline and I realized that it is far worse even than I had previously realized.  I understand that while Donald Trump has never been a good man (to the best of my knowledge) and has done so much harm to other human beings, his cognitive decline is not something that he can control or be blamed for.  I completely understand this.  I am a couple decades younger than he is, and I am already aware of the reality that our brains and brain function do change as we age.  I already see and am aware of differences in myself.  I think as we age we start to have more issues in whatever mental or cognitive areas we had weaknesses to begin with.  I honestly believe that there is no way that Mr. Trump is going to be able to maintain an ability to be cognitively functional in the capacity of serving as president for the next 3 1/2 years.  He is already at that point now.  And he is not the t...

Today I attended a workshop and there were gnomes on the tables! 😱 The world is overrun with them.  Some ladies said that they think they are creepy.  I really have nothing against gnomes 😂, I just think it is a really dumb design that they have no visible eyes.  #givegnomeseyes

 Pro Palestinian is not Antisemitic.  It is anti-genocide.  It is anti-child starvation and murder.  It is not that difficult of a concept.  Calling advocacy for the Palestinian people antisemitism is a load of horseshit from the guilty.  One can only hope that Donald Trump as a 79 year-old man will not be well enough to serve out his full term of presidency.  Mentally he is already there but that won’t be enough. 

 Thinking and writing.  I do truly believe that this is my own personal path to greater wisdom, understanding and personal fulfillment.  It feels as though it is a road of self discovery that I am meant to follow.  

 When we have empathy for others and wish to extend our kindness and concern to them, we are also engaging in an act of self-care for our own hearts and souls.  This is an important lesson for human beings to learn in life.  It is very unfortunate at this time that there are world leaders who are completely blind and fail to comprehend the truth of this reality.  It is equally unfortunate that they have followers who don’t comprehend this failing and weakness in the so called leaders that they believe in and support as leaders.  Empathy and kindness is something that all human beings on our planet are worthy of and deserving of receiving.  There are no people who are less deserving or worthy than any others. 

 This is a life lesson that has taken me decades to really be able to grasp and understand on an emotional level.  I have always been a very self-conscious type of person.  I have always felt that the ways in which I am atypical are something to be embarrassed about that make me flawed and in some ways inferior or less than as compared to others.  I am now learning on an actual emotional level to see myself in the way that I would see others.  Different isn’t bad.  It is just who people are and the world is full of people who are unique and different as compared to that which is typical in others.  We aren’t all cut out from the same cookie cutter and we just are who we are.  I wouldn’t look upon others in a negative light for being atypical or unique and I shouldn’t do this for myself either.  This is not an attitude of acceptance or of valuing others for who they are.  The world would be a boring place if we were all alike and not fitt...

 Donald Trump’s paternal grandparents were both immigrants from Germany who were granted the opportunity to emigrate to the United States of America and become naturalized citizens.  Donald Trump’s paternal grandfather died in the year 1918 from contracting the Spanish flu in its first wave.  

 Sometimes we have our best and most easily obtained insights when we are not really trying to be their source.  That was my insight that I just had that wrote itself into my thinking.  I didn’t even have to think about it.  And it sounds right to me.  How cool is that!  

 Wow.  It’s just another day with another crazy story in the presidency of Donald J Trump.  I’m afraid that the more unrestrained and unhinged he becomes and the more negative attention he receives, the more he will keep unraveling. 😬 It sure as hell looks like this is a desperate attempt from him to shift the attention and focus of wrongdoing away from himself and the Epstein files and onto former president Barack Obama.  I can’t imagine him lasting another 3 1/2 years. 🫨 https://youtu.be/IWOVs-WvHYQ?feature=shared

 88 I swear this number is out to get me.  I literally see it all the time and this doesn’t happen with other numbers.  Is this my age for kicking the bucket??  That’s only 30 years from now.  Well that’s better than like 10 years from now.  My good friend and roommate from college died at 55.  Maybe I just like the infinity symbol and a pair of them is even better. 🤷‍♀️

 I came across this video from last March.  I had to laugh at the display of ass kissing.  Trump is like the best president ever for people who want to gain favors from him with money and ass kissing. 🫢😂 Oddly, it is the part of Donald Trump that cares about and seeks the approval of others that makes me see him as human, albeit a mentally and spiritually disturbed human.  It is the man who is happy when receiving the approval of others that makes me see the human Donald Trump.  My apologies for saying this to all those who have suffered under his authority. If only he would just host parties and talk to and listen to music with his guests and just be happy.  He could find a lot more approval in just being a good man and he already has all the money that he could need for the rest of his life.  He is 79.  He can’t take his wealth with him when he departs this world.   https://youtu.be/90YjDGNGu8M?feature=shared

Stories about our “president” being a moron are my guilty pleasure. 🫢 https://youtu.be/o9RewNI_PXU?feature=shared

 The Republican Party is not part of a democracy and they do not represent a democracy.  This not new news, but now more than ever they are so far gone that they have no business in being a part of the government of the United States of America which is supposed to be a free nation built on the principles of democracy.  They do not represent the American people or our nation’s democracy.  People who do not understand what the party has become do not pay attention or have minds open enough to exercise any real critical thinking. 

Seeing this tonight was a very nice surprise.  It is very fitting for the present time.  Very cool. 😄

 I just had a question in my mind that I will never be able to answer.  I wonder how different of a person I might have been if I had never gone to school or had any further education beyond high school?  To me, it is an interesting question. Was my mind molded in ways that changed me through my experience in college.  Or would I have found my my own path, to navigating and understanding my life and the world in which I exist, either way?  Did my experience of higher education make me any smarter?  I am myself, so it kind of begs the question of whether or not I could possibly be much different than exactly who I am. 

If Mr. Trump doesn’t implement his new tariffs after his deadline of July 9, he will be a chicken taco again.  If he does, though he will have to experience the national consequences of his objectives and executive orders.  And if he chooses not to connect with those realities, he will be clearly not of sound faculties.  As if he isn’t already.  But maybe more people will wake up and realize this.   Chicken taco Mr. Trump.  Please be a chicken taco!

 Mr. Trump’s second presidential term is the term in which he should find out that he can’t really magically fix everything and make everything great.  It is the term in which he should grasp the reality that he doesn’t really possess all the intelligence and greatness that he believes himself to possess.  I’m afraid this is highly unlikely though because he will always just believe that he has been wronged and that someone else has just stood in his way and thwarted what he believes should be his reality.   Was he even phased by the fact that millions of Americans gathered to protest him and his administration which also took place on the same day as his military parade that he envisioned would draw millions of his supporters?  How did he rationalize this?   He seemed to just carry on with his objectives as though millions of American people had never express their disapproval.  And it was not the first time.  You would think that this would caus...

 I just had the insight tonight that I think I would perhaps prefer a different title for this blog.  Maybe it could be called “Added Reflections”.  I think that flows nicely from “Just A Thought” and it includes other topics beyond things that are odd and silly.

 Sadly, this has to be one of the most screwed up things I have ever read.  The Prime Minister of Israel is literally Hitler 2.0 and the president of the United States of America sings his praises and believes he is a hero.  I wonder how many people have actually paid attention enough to comprehend this?? ☹️ If this doesn’t show how delusional and sick our president is, I don’t know what could. 😔  And to think that earlier today, I was thinking that there must be a buried spark of goodness somewhere deep down inside Mr. Trump. 😱 Mr. Trump is completely lost in his own madness.  There is nothing that can save him in his existence here as a living human being.   🙏  Prayers for the world and for all those most affected until the end of this most unfortunate chapter.