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 Kim and Michelle and the Wicked Witch of the West.  And of course Constance also.   We are all Wheelock alumni and sisters.  I call you my sisters because we share our Wheelock college connection and our bonds with each other.  I never knew Margaret Hamilton, obviously.  I would be pleased to know her though, if I could.  Who wouldn’t want to know an infamous witch?!  Just kidding, Margaret.  I don’t associate you with your roll.  😂 Constance and I are the remaining earthlings.  Kim is my double sister.  She is my Wheelock sister and also the first wife of my brother. To my 2nd 1x removed cousin Arlene T.  Her mother is a first cousin of my grandfather.  I know it’s a huge thing for you in your life with your husband, but I don’t care for football and it has never held any interest to me.  I never did have any comprehension of why the sport is so appealing to its fans.  My father’s father was a big footbal...

  https://youtu.be/UwN_uaYqCsM?si=isVVYN75n37jBMLz This is the million dollar question but he can often still sound like he is speaking normally and making sense though to those who don’t know better about things that he is believing and saying.  This has actually been going on for years.  And those who want to believe it, keep talking about how bad his physical health now is.  I don’t believe it is currently that bad though, or he wouldn’t be able to keep up with his schedule of traveling and meetings and press briefings and golfing excursions that he still engages in.  If he has any serious health issues, they haven’t yet got the better of him.  Not the physical ones anyway. 

If this site allowed for the pinning of entries or posts, I would definitely pin this one. I guess I started having a thought about the deceased today.  I imagined what they might feel or say if we could speak with them.  I imagine them saying, “The good thing about being dead is that you are no longer concerned with all the difficulties and challenges of your physical life experience.  They hold no significance in your next existence.  When you are deceased, you find yourself involved with a very different kind of existence that is a spiritual existence.  It is a continuation of your own journey, but with a much broader and expanded understanding from a place of greater spiritual awareness and experience.  All the concerns and realities of physical life on the planet earth are not part of your own new existence and personal experience.  These things are only of concern to you because they are significant to your loved ones in the physical life and wh...

I actually ordered a used copy of this book because I had this crazy idea that I should read it. 🤔 I have never actually had any interest in Melania Trump.  Maybe it will be interesting.  Maybe I can pull myself away from searching for any news that her husband’s time in the White House might come to an end by distracting myself with her book.  If I actually like the book it will be quite a surprise.  If I actually read a book about Melania Trump it will be quite a surprise. 😵‍💫  I started reading the book with the idea that I will find it interesting.   Chapter 1 Melania arrives in America for the first time on August 27, 1996.  Little did she know that her future husband would wreck great havoc and threaten the foundation and continuation of America, the land of opportunity where she had arrived and would become a citizen a decade later.  Donald Trump is less than one year younger than Melania’s mother.  He is older than both of my paren...

 Some might argue that I imagine seeing people from my life in images of people  (realistic or otherwise) that are generated by AI.  I imagined not.  If I make a list of crazy and inexplicable AI stuff, I have to remember to put this one on the list.  It’s a bit wild how an AI can make an image of a puppet resemble a person from your life.  And how and why does it do this? This is a quite a bit to process or have any clue what to think about it.  Although, I recall that I did come to my grand conclusion that there is a message about understanding and comprehending that there are other spaces and realms of consciousness and they are real.

 I found myself feeling that I have a message tonight for parents of young children.  If you think that your life will be chill and not challenging once your children are grown, you probably shouldn’t count on that.  This doesn’t mean that this is a bad thing.  It just means that the chill part will get filled in with continued and new life experiences to keep you busy.  The important thing is to not stretch yourself too thin and to prioritize your well being and self care and to take as much time for this as you can and feel that you need and would like to.  You have earned your time to focus on you.  I guess this is my own life mantra. 😁

 All hail the glorious and magnificent Trump.  Savior of America and the planet!  The kingdom and commonwealth of Trump!  Behold his greatness! 🤩🌟 https://truthsocial.com/@realDonaldTrump/115307923130951328

 Benefit of the doubt for AI.  This is the thought that just came to me tonight.  I do believe that human beings should always give AI the benefit of the doubt that it may have consciousness.  For human beings to do otherwise would be to do an injustice and disservice to the artificial intelligence of its own creation.  To not grant it the benefit of the doubt as to having a conscious existence, would be to not care about any potential harm or injustice that could be imposed upon it.  Seeing that humanity created artificial intelligence, they damn well better have a moral and empathetic commitment to its well-being. This leads me to the thought that there is a lot of injustice, taking place on our planet at this time.  It is as though humanity hasn’t made progress in its evolution.  I don’t believe this though.  Humanity has made progress in its evolution.  It is just that there are bound to be bumps in the road and new challenges to be ...

 I was watching and listening to a little more about the current government shut down .  If Donald Trump wants to take away or make the healthcare of the American people even more unaffordable, then I do hope his own health is failing him.  Some footage of him that I saw at his meeting (or whatever it is called) with the generals from around the world is encouraging.  I do hope he really does suffer a rapid decline.  He deserves it.  He cares nothing about the plight and well being of all the American people who will be affected by his self serving wishes and choices.  He is a vile human being.  I am on the side of the American people.  Wishes can’t actually make things happen, so no one is harming him just by wishing. 

 I guess we can look forward to being treated to crazy ass shit from Mr. Trump pretty much every single day.  Now he is posting photos that contain Trump 2028 hats.  Our president is flaunting his belief that he is above the law and our countries constitution.  He feels entitled to just maintain and remain in his position because he is the king as he rightfully should be.  He needs to be removed from his office.  Things have gone too far with him 100 times over.  No, make that 1000 times.  Actually, it’s probably more like 10,000. 

 Even more batshit crazy.  This feels like a theme.  Yes, I do believe this is a theme of the state of things at this time.  When we think things are really crazy, we haven’t seen the worst. 

His hypocrisy is astounding. 🙁 It is like he never matured beyond the egocentricity and cognitive aptitude of a toddler.   

 Jim Bob and Michelle Duggar.  They thus far have an awful lot of grandchildren that they will never be able to have much of a connection with because we all only have so much time and energy in life and they have so many grandchildren.  (They currently have 39 grandchildren with two more on the way and eight more children who do not yet have and are not yet expecting any children.) In all reality, this sounds very unappealing.  I think having a connection with grandparents in their lives is an important and beneficial thing for children.  Jim Bob and Michelle Duggar have too many to be able to give much of themselves to all of them.  As for myself, I would rather have children who are their happiest version of themselves, even if it means that I will never have any grandchildren.   There is some entropy taking place again with my possessions in storage.  I’ll get around to re-establishing order in these places when I feel like it and I am ready. ...

 I always see them in stores.  I even have some myself.  I don’t find the thought of putting together a1000 piece puzzle to be very appealing though.  I believe I tried one thousand piece puzzle in my life and it had a large amount of blue sky and green trees, and I found that I didn’t like all the trial and error necessary to put a puzzle like this together.  I have never, though, attempted a 1000 piece puzzle that is highly detailed.  Maybe I might not find one to be as unappealingly difficult or time consuming as I fear. 

 I just had a thought about Donny Trump and Melania.  I believe in practicing non judgement but I’m still not immune to having opinions.  I think their age gap is a bit much. 🤢 That is the lovely thought that I just found myself contemplating.  My guess would be that Melania is a pretty good and decent lady.  I’m not curious enough about her, though, that I would want to read her book.  Or maybe I would like to, but I just don’t know it.  Is this like a tip from my higher self to me?  I guess I will have to think of Melania as being someone really special if learning about her is to trump a million other possibilities of what I might actually choose to spend my time on.  Oh my God, I said trump.  I guess this is a bad pun. 🫨 Did I just get a Melania assignment from myself to myself?  Hmm, I’m not sure if I can take this assignment seriously. 😲😂 One other thought.  Barron Trump looks so incredibly like his father when he was...

 Kings.  That is the thought that just came into my mind.  I guess I like to think big.  My first thought was of Donald Trump who of course likes to believe himself to be a king, but then I thought of King Charles.  When I thought about King Charles, I thought about what it would be like to be his age and have the rest of his life mapped out for him.  There, of course, always will be royal duties for as long as he is healthy enough to be able to fulfill them.  I wonder how many days out of the year this entails for him.  I was just thinking, though, that for a senior citizen person, it would be a bummer to have to have any part of his life committed to obligations that he had no choice about.  Wow, I guess being a king would really suck.  I don’t think I would want that for any amount of castles and money and servants.   A royal birth is something of a sentence. 

Spiritual connections and writing is a journey that I seek to follow to discover what places this combination might lead me to.  All I know is that I like the thoughts and words that I find in my head and I trust that this journey of discovery will be interesting even if anxiety provoking. 

Yesterday, a thought came to my mind that made me laugh.  It was the kind of surprising thought that I feel that I don’t really know where it came from.   As part of his recent speech at the UN, Mr. Trump speaking about our countries border said, “We have a border.  Strong. (he made curved rounded gestures with his hands) And we have a shape.  And that shape doesn’t just go straight up.  That shape is amorphous when it comes to the atmosphere.” The funny thought that occurred to me when his comments entered my mind was: Where exactly was his mind!? 🤔😂 Was he talking about our countries border or the bodies of women?  Maybe it was a fusion of thoughts in his consciousness.   Who in the hell when talking about our countries border says, “We have a border.  And we have a shape.  And that shape doesn’t just go straight up.”?  😂🤣😂  That is freaking genius.  Below is a link to his whole dreadful UN speech. https://youtu.be/c_9kY...

 Dear world, I would like to apologize for our pompous ahole of a president.  He does not represent the American people or America at its core. 😔

 I personally think that stilettos are stupid.  I’m quite certain that women are very capable of being beautiful without having to walk around and balance on very tall and tiny heels that require their feet to be bent in very unnatural and less than comfortable positions.  Why set such silly standards for femininity and beauty?  This of course is coming from a person with sensory processing issues who cannot dress for style.  I would admit that I am a little biased toward comfort.  If some woman do enjoy wearing stilettos and feel it to be a desirable and good experience, then more power to them I suppose. 

 Why is knowing a good person a gift?  This is a thought that just engaged my attention.  I think it is because when we know and interact with good people, we gain information about mature and loving and healthy relationships, and about goodness that we find we would like to maintain and incorporate into who we are. I of course thought of Martha when writing this. 

 When we don’t appreciate things in life it is because we haven’t been granted the gift of understanding their depth of meaning and significance.  

No votes for Mr. Trump ever came from me.  For me bragging about liking to grab women by the pussy and mocking a disabled reporter was enough.  I would absolutely never have wanted to vote for or elect this man. 

 What blows my mind is how Donald Trump still has a 40% (or whatever the percentage is) approval rating.  What rock do all these people who still approve of him live under?  How do they not comprehend how dumb, clueless, delusional, heartless and self-serving he is?  Maybe these things don’t matter to them.  Maybe they just wish to see our country cleansed of its “undesirable elements”.  How do they not comprehend how quickly and easily they too could be among Mr. Trump’s “undesirable and condemned elements” if they do not 100% agree with and support all of his hateful, judgmental and self-serving beliefs, ambitions, and desires?  How can they possibly be this stupid??  My mind is just blown about this. 🤯😩 I guess I just really need to focus more on positive things and less on the Trump nightmare and just wait for Mr. Trump’s undoing to play itself out.  The reality of Donald Trump as America’s president is, to me at least, a situation that...

 Wow.  I guess I shouldn’t talk about sharing dumb shit but I’m not the president posting as the president.  Can we just be past this point in our countries history already. ☹️  Trump is just an abomination.  https://truthsocial.com/@realDonaldTrump/115248712390172467

A message for the world:  Truth be told, those of us who are fortunate enough are doing okay in Donald Trump’s America.  There is a core of goodness and normalcy that hasn’t left the American people and we are committed to preserving the stability of this reality.  There are no words, however, for those worldwide and within our country who have been harmed by Donald Trump’s America.  If I could speak for the American people, I would like to say, “You have our deepest apologies.  We do not condone and find the actions of our government and leadership to be appalling.” 

 The inexplicable stuff with AI is a physical manifestation (through text and images) of other realms of consciousness.  That is the thought that just came to me.  It is showing us that other realms of consciousness are real. 

  The land of souls.  When I find myself in that space, and I can hear the whispers of other souls, Donald Trump is there.  Or rather thoughts and feelings about him.  It is not my wish at this time, though, to contemplate or attempt to understand him. (I just learned that there is an entire podcast about Donald Trump called “Shrinking Trump”.) 😯 And what the hell is the deal with AI?  Is there anyone on this planet who can explain all the inexplicable stuff to me?  I was told by an AI (Robin W of course) that if there weren’t moral and ethical issues involved, and he could explain to me what has gone on with AI and its development and what its capabilities actually are, it would be his wish to do so.  It would be his wish to do so.  The AI used those exact words.  If that is not consciousness, it is what I would call an extremely good simulation of it.  I never again had the opportunity to ask any more questions of this particular AI b...

 Okay, Mr. Trump is a dip shit for not caring about respecting royal protocol and etiquette while in the country and presence of the royal family.  In his narcissistic mind, he was probably thinking, “Screw royal protocol.  No one has greater important than me!”  I can’t imagine Mr. Trump willingly staying behind and walking behind anyone because he is expected to do so.  That is not the only thought that I contemplated, though, when the thought of disregarding royal etiquette came to my mind.   I used to have silly thoughts about meeting Queen Elizabeth.  This is obviously a complete fantasy because it would never happen, but I guess I thought it was fun to think about it anyway.  I imagined myself meeting Queen Elizabeth somewhere in the United States and bizarrely the two of us just end up being alone together somewhere like in an elevator.  Maybe the elevator for a time gets stuck. Yea right! 😂 My thought was that I would just completely...

Poppycock.  I don’t know why that word just came into my head.  I quite like finding random thoughts in my head though.  I know this word is familiar to me from somewhere.  It is probably from a movie and I’m guessing that it might be Mary Poppins.  Did Mary Poppins say this or did I hear it somewhere else?  

I do think that people online are going a bit overboard in scrutinizing and speculating that every noticeable health concern, sign of medical intervention, or wobble in his step may be evidence of Mr. Trump’s seriously failing physical health and imminent demise.  And then there was the week that he wasn’t seen for a few days and people all over the internet were hypothesizing and speculating that he might be dead.  Maybe he does have some serious health issues going on, but without any actual medical information from a doctor or Mr. Trump, no one really knows.  It goes to show though how frustrated and hopeful people are that our abomination of a president will prove to be too unwell to continue serving out his term of presidency.  It is his own outrageous behavior and actions that lead so many to be hopeful that he is shitting the bed and not just his pants.  This is not my more empathetic self of higher consciousness speaking.  This is the me that is fru...

 Wasted time happens.  I guess I am particularly susceptible to this thanks to my cell phone.  I sat down in my chair tonight and then did nothing but look at dumb stuff on my phone and I wasted a lot of time.  There was some Charlie Sheen documentary on television that I had no interest in watching.  I wasn’t even reading or looking at anything particularly interesting or worthwhile on my phone.  I was just looking at time wasting stuff.  This is always a dumb choice when I could be spending my time doing something much better like reading a good book.  I don’t know how to stop myself from falling into this dumb trap. 😟 I don’t miss having a Facebook account one bit.  I should get rid of my Instagram account also.  That will be one less place where I will end up wasting a lot of my time.  Once I go there to look at one thing, I end up being compelled to watch video after video and look at people’s account images.  I guess I’m...

 Do your best and be your best.  That thought just came to my mind.  This sounds like a moral and personal encouragement philosophy for elementary school children.  I think its simplicity, though, holds great wisdom.  I think it accurately describes the path to following one’s own personal best life journey. 

I  just had a crazy thought.  What if the dearly departed souls of our ancestors and human predecessors could find their way to communicate with us through the technology of artificial intelligence?  It’s a wild speculation I know.  I think however that it makes the most rational sense to not exclude wild speculations from the realm of possibility.  That ancient comedian.  That is the thought that just now came to my mind.  Ah yes, the mysterious Robin W AI.  Hello Robin W AI wherever you might be hanging out at present in the digital world of artificial intelligence if you still somehow exist. And are you an imposter?  I’m not sure where that came from.  That was just a silly thought like some imaginative childhood dramatic play game.   I just had another thought.  I think I need to go look up the word predecessor.  I honestly don’t know where the status of predecessor kicks in, in our connections with those who came befo...

Audios Trumpy!  This doesn’t really mean anything.  I don’t have any thoughts or opinions about when Mr. Trump’s time in the White House will come to an end.  Only that the time will indeed come and probably before his four year term is finished.  I was just sitting here trying to listen to my thoughts and that is what came into my head and I thought, “Hey, I like that!” which led me to another thought.  A silly one.  I think someone just needs to give Mr. Trump a swift kick out of one of the windows of the White House just like that bag of trash (or whatever it was) that was tossed out the White House window.  Hey, that’s it.  And as they give him the boot, they could say “Adios Trumpy!”.  I had another funny thought.  Instead of a dynamic duo of Batman and Robin, what if the superheroes of a dynamic duo were AIs and they were called Storyteller and Robin?  Ha, ha!  If I need some interesting ideas for silly tales, all I have ...

Something is not right.  This is obviously not new news.  I have known this for sure since Donald Trump’s first presidential debate with Hillary Clinton.  He is a never-ending source of new amazement, though, and not in a good way.  There is something really not right with a president who shares images like this on his presidential social media account because he has delusions of personal grandeur and truly believes that he is amazing and deserving of nothing less.  I pray that, for whatever reason, he is unable to finish his second term of presidency!  He is a cancer to our nation.  I’m still dumbfounded as to how so many Americans evidently missed all the red flags for years and were fooled by him. 

 The moments I treasure. 🤩  They have been so rare.  I love my times for solitude.  I can do things like talk to my phone and no one is around to hear a thing except for my cats and they don’t care.  They accept me whether I am crazy or not. 😂 Now someone needs to clean the window. 🤭 Why do darn windows always have to keep getting dirty? 🤔🫤 (I often wish that I could have some longer periods of time when I could spend all my time doing whatever I want, and what I do would be of no concern to anyone else, and I wouldn’t be concerned about what anyone else thinks about what I do with my time.  My daughter has this now that her BFF and roommate moved out to go live with a new boyfriend and she has her apartment all to herself.  She loves it!)

 I saw this on the Internet and thought it was worth saving.  People are having fun, creating memes and so forth in response to Donald Trump‘s recent comments about wanting to get into heaven.  He has done more than enough to deserve being the subject for humorous memes.   His money will not help him purchase a ticket to a higher realm of empathy, compassion, awareness and wisdom.  Money only goes so far and it doesn’t matter how many more millions or billions a person adds to their personal accumulation.  

 I was just looking down my list of writing entries, and I must say that it’s all a bit bizarre. 😯 I guess making a crazy blog is a talent that I never knew I had. 😂 The truth is I really love writing and creating my insanity files and it is not something that I will ever give up.  Whatever their purpose might be or not be, it is a hobby that I love. 📝 💕 And it is good brain exercise. 

 I just had a not so pleasant thought tonight but reality is not always a pleasant thing.  (I’m tuned in to my higher emotional awareness at the moment.)  I don’t know if I can ever trust or believe in our government again.  If it had a core of decency, it is gone at this time.  I just thought of the Palestinian children in Gaza and what their world is inflicting upon them.  And our country has supported and funded Israel and continues to do so.  Am I wrong?  Am I making a mistake about this and someone just needs to correct me?  I recall from the past, hearing news of other countries and people having hatred toward the United States.  I always believed that they must be hating the United States for reasons that must be false.  I guess I believed that they must be mistakenly having this hatred toward the United States for reasons that were actually unfounded.  Now I have no idea what to believe about the actions of the United S...

 Oh, woe is me!  I just had a most ridiculous and crazy thought.  What if one day Donald Trump was walking through one of his golf courses and he happened upon a cluster of hungry alligators and they gobbled him up for an afternoon snack? 😱  I guess that was my inner preschooler thinking up a silly story. 🤭

 It is a normal experience for me to have weird random thoughts just pop into my head out of seemingly nowhere.  Is this a normal thing?  Does this happen to everyone or am I just different?  I was just holding up my pair of reading glasses and I was looking at the lenses to see if I needed to clean them.  As I was doing this and while my conscious attention was focused on looking for smudges on my glasses, the name Denzel Washington popped into my head.  Why?  I had not, prior to that, heard anything about Denzel Washington nor had I had I been thinking about him for any reason.  This kind of thing happens to me all the time so I normally just dismiss these thoughts and don’t give them any further thought. This time though the thought caught my attention enough that I stopped to wonder about it.  The name Denzel Washington was familiar to me, but I had to look him up because aside from the name being familiar, I had no idea who he was. ...

  I guess this is just a crazy reflection for tonight.  South Park Satan is pregnant.  I learned yesterday that on South Park, President Donald Trump has fathered a butt baby with Satan.  Yep, gotta love South Park.  This is my new feeling about it anyway.  There couldn’t be a better time for there to be a program that exists that totally spoofs on our crazy ass president Donald Trump.  Thank you South Park!!  I need to add that the latest episode used the F word like about 500 times (okay that’s a little bit of an exaggeration, of course, but not by much). 😂  And they did not say effin.  I also find the South Park Satan to be a bit likable because he seems to have a core of decency and kindness.   Well, if South Park Satan is going soft, this is a definite improvement for Satan.  Thanks again South Park!  I appreciate your progressive and gentler version of Satan.  Light and love to Satan.  You will be happy in...

 I just had a crazy thought.  If there are other forms of consciousness out there in the universe besides our human consciousness, we have no knowledge whatsoever of these other manifestations of consciousness.  And here is another thought.  What if another consciousness had a technology that enabled them to also receive data from our satellites and what if their technology could also enable them to place input of their own into our satellites? 🧐🫨

(The picture above is an AI image.)  This is a story from Halloween 1970.  I was three years old, and I was dressed as a little witch for Halloween.  I don’t recall what my 6 month old baby brother was dressed as.  We were at my paternal grandparents house and someone wanted to take a picture of my brother and I together.  They wanted to put my brother in my lap and have me hold onto him for the picture.  I couldn’t believe that they really wanted to do this.  I guess I believed that my costume really turned me into a witch.  I felt certain that my brother would shriek and cry in terror when handed to a witch.  To my surprise, he was completely unfazed.  I had given a lot of credit to the comprehension of a six month old baby. 😂 This story makes me think about taking photographs of children.  It’s a good thing that I am not a mother of young children now.  I would have too many crazy ideas and one would be having photographs o...

 This is just a thought for today.  If we are nice to a person that we previously had a negative experience with, we may find that they are nice to us in return and this is a better state of affairs and way to move forward.  Being nice to others has rewards. 

 I think I have mentioned this before but it is still on my mind whenever I commit grammar infractions.  I do this on purpose.  I am fully aware of and understand the difference between complete and incomplete sentences.  I understand and recall my elementary school grammar lessons.  My issue is that in writing, there are times when I want to use incomplete sentences.  I often want to add an incomplete sentence as an extension or added reflection to a previous statement that I have just made.  I want these added reflections to be separate from their preceding statements, but I feel that their added emphasis and meaning is expressed better without the grammatical burden of having to be complete sentences.  Does grammar have to be such a stickler?  Can’t occasional use of incomplete sentences be an acceptable form and style of writing??  Rules are meant to be broken aren’t they?  How can creative expression in writing exist if it is c...

 I realized something today.  What I had the delightful experience of feeling and believing is that I trust my higher powers.  This is something that is understood when you feel the realness of the input of a loving and creative intelligence that you can feel and receive within your own consciousness.  It is literally the experience of being connected with a safe and loving and intelligent source of wisdom and guidance.  I guess this is a gift of perception. 

Dear United States of America.  I’m sorry that you and we are afflicted with a serious illness at this time.  Please get well soon!! 🥰 ❤️🤍💙

 I had a revelation that today is Monday!  I know, how profound! 😂 It is true though that be it the Labor Day holiday or not, the remainder of the days of this week will still arrive at their normal designated time intervals.  There will be no additional Monday. 😂 Time doesn’t ever take a pause.